This is REALLY happening!

It's almost 1:00 in the morning.  My children are sleeping & so is my husband...I am exhausted...I should be sleeping...But, no.  I 'm awake, looking at the new pictures of Maddox and reading blogs of those in Ch*na getting their precious little ones.  And as I look stare at Maddox's adorable little face for the umpteenth time, I realize that he won't look much different when we get him...We are going to Ch*na...We will be bringing this beautiful baby, MY beautiful baby, home.  This is REALLY happening!  I am NOT dreaming!  This. Is. Real...And he will be running around this living room before I know it.  Ahhhh....How I LONG to hear his little voice and pitter pattering around.  It cannot come soon enough.

Now...I will go to bed...And, hopefully, I will dream of his sweet little face.